Hey all, sorry its been a minute since Ive posted. Trying to get caught up on homework and not feeling too hot lately has kept me from sitting down with my laptop and taking a few mins to write here.
Ive started feeling more and more depressed lately. I think its just been one thing piling on top of another for the past several months. Being somewhere I don't know anyone or don't have any friends to hang out with, being 12 hours away from everyone and everything I've ever known is hard. On top of that, Josh and I have only been married for 5 months now, and are really still getting to know each other/getting used to each other, and its hard to do that when he is always working. Its hard for me to sit home day after day with nothing to do and no where to go. Its hard for me to not have him here as much as I'd like.
With all of that (which really isn't even the half of it), Ive been seeing a counselor/therapist. I don't like it. I hate talking to people about my feelings or frustrations but I think it will help me. To be completely honest I just really have bad communication skills and thats VERY frustrating. But enough complaining from me!
Its NOVEMBER now and I'm so excited! Thats one step closer to Christmas and going home to see my family <3!! I miss them and I cant wait to see my sister and get to know her better and spend more time with her. OH and I cant wait for everyone to meet Josh! The only people who have met him are the few that were at our wedding. This Christmas is going to be the BEST :-)
I hope everyone had a good Halloween!
-Meg
